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[Aug. 4th, 2005|05:09 pm] |
Well, melo is down, so I guess I will put my pointless entries here... for now.
Too bad I have nothing to say. At all. |
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| its all about the song |
[Jun. 9th, 2005|12:05 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lonely | ] |
| [ | sounds |
| | Stan Getz - Here Comes that Rainy Day | ] |
listen to this song.
if you dont feel it... yah.
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| PMS |
[Jun. 1st, 2005|10:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | sounds |
| | Kenny Garrett / Lonnie's Lament | ] |
anyone else think the got milk ad with all the guys grabbing all the milk they can because "studies suggest that milk may reduce the effects of PMS" is insanely funny and brilliant?
or is it just me
(btw, concert tomorrow @ cal poly. starts at... uhhh.. 8?) |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 29th, 2005|09:55 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  wants to go golfing | ] |
| [ | sounds |
| | Kenny Garrett / Sing a Song of Song | ] |
I freaking love this song. I have seen Kenny Garrett perform live three total times, the most recent being at the Reno Jazz Festival. He did this song second to last, and wow. Unbelievable. Its got such a great freaking groove to it, the chord changes are extremely interesting (but not so over the top as to make the melody weird).
But what am I trying to say in all this?
I need someone to love like I love this song.
Ack, Im being slightly angsty! Must stop.
(Ignore the first section of this update)
A N Y W A Y S:
Going to my dad's today around lunch time, its his birthday tomorrow, so ill be spending my glorious day off in Beverly Hills. Should be fun, lots of food to eat.
O!O!O!
Good golf story from this Friday.
I get to DBGC and ask to get in line for the 3 o'clock twilight special. I thereby learn that there is some tournament going on, not league sanctioned or anything, just some wack-ass tournament for highschool aged kids. Its either pay like 20 bucks to play right then, or wait till 4:30, which may or may not allow me to finish 18 holes.
So I say fuck it, I'll just go hit some at the range and spend a good deal of time on the putting green.
You probably don't know this, but in a past life (in Florida) I was pretty decent at golf, made varisty in 8th grade, blah blah blah. Anyways, I'm at the range working on a few things, and one thing I'm sort of proud of now is that I have pro yardages basically. Nine iron is about 150, 6 iron can reach 200, on a good shot well over 300 yards with driver (distance in golf isn't about strength, its all about flexibility and torque). I notice that about 6 (or even up to 10) of these high school kids are watching me as they are getting ready for the tournament. I quickly hit my 30ish amount of balls and head up to the bathroom, dropping my bag off by the green. When I come back, about seven of the kids for the tournament are there, practicing putting. I get my ball out (most people practice putting with like 3 balls, I use 1. You only get one ball on the real green, why take multiple shots on the same line. Teaches you more clearly just how far off the line you are) and start putting.
And man it was beautiful. My speed was so on, I was hitting 25 and 30 foot putts within about 3 inches of the hole. EVERY TIME. Drained a 15 footer right down th center, right after that hit a double breaking 30ft. downhill putt and made that too. It was beautiful.
Then I take out my wedge and practice chipping. This is dead-on too. Within about 10 chips I make a little 15 foot flop shot, about 10 feet over the rough and it lands delicately on the fringe, slowly rolls downhill and rings around the cup and drops. Next shot, I slightly miss hit and air it out more then I wish, nearly drop it straight into the cup on the fly from about 25 feet away, but its get enough bite to stay within 3 feet of the hole.
At this time, this girl that is going to be competing in the tournament says "Hey, are you gonna be in the tournament today?"
"Huh? Oh, no I'm not. Just practicing." I say
"Oh thank god, I still have a chance to win, then." she says, laughing a bit.
I guess if my irons were decent, at least as well as I was hitting on the range, I could have shot par. Easy.
K, im done. Thanks for pretending to read. |
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| and again... |
[May. 17th, 2005|01:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Bored and Tired | ] |
| [ | sounds |
| | Dr. Julius' Lecture | ] |
im sitting here in PLS201 bored out of my mind during lecture. were talking about interest groups. uhg. but im on my laptop, connected to a weak guest wireless network
im tired. i woke up all early today to start and finish a paper im going to turn in within the next 2 hours. HOOZAH FOR TERM PAPERS
pour gatorade on me when school is done.
ANYWAYS
well.. no, not really. im done i guess.
see you later, alligator |
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| WHEEEHEHEHEHEHE |
[May. 6th, 2005|11:06 pm] |
I FOUND MY MISSING IN ACTION HARO HAT!
if you dont know me that well, you have to relize i wore this hat about 99% of the time while i was awake for about 3 straight years... then it went afk or something... turns out i put it in my golf bag for some reason or another... and forgot about it
ITS BACK!
IT USED TO BE BLACK!
honestly... when i got it... it was JET black.
now your starting to figure out how much i wore it, huh
hehe.. I FOUND IT! MWAHAHAHAHHA
wheeeeeee! |
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| quizeroos |
[Apr. 26th, 2005|11:42 am] |
You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.
Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
brought to you by Quizilla
Your wise quote is: "Fashion is a form of
ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter
it every six months" by Oscar Wilde.
You are a very sarcastic person with a sharp
tongue. You may not be the one always talking,
but your mind is nevertheless critizing. You
tend to have a cynical view on life itself and
be somewhat withdrawn with who you really are.
Society now is in your eyes corrupted and you
wonder how the world will survive. And people
are in your mind very ignorant and blind to the
reality.
What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
brought to you by Quizilla
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| the evolution |
[Apr. 25th, 2005|11:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  amused | ] |
| [ | sounds |
| | Kenny Garrett - GTDS | ] |
im sitting here... and felt like documenting the evolution of my various gaming nicks online. some people have actually asked me about it... so i feel like doing a list, then a brief explination
HaroRider
Moving Target
DrunknMastr
Rage
k6rab
ksix
ksex
ksexxxy
james
harorider: i was really into BMX and that was my bike
moving target: i sucked at counter strike way back then and didnt feel like shaming the name of haro bikes. hahaha
drunknmastr: loved the movies. legend of drunken master and drunken master
rage: i got pissed off easily and liked the sound of it
k6rab: here it goes. the much asked question "what the fuck is a k-six-rab (thats how its pronounced). gabe, jimmy, and i were driving to colima burger (probably, dont remember) and we saw a license plate that ACTUALLY said "k6arb". we didnt get it because vanity plates should... make sense. and just started laughing. later that day at my house, we were lanning it up and gabe changed his name to "k6rab"... and then changed it to "jer5kin" (another vanity plate around my house) and i took the k6rab because i thought it was funnier or something. so i admit it... the name i have used for so long isnt 100% original. but you can bite me, to be quite honest
goese: all the cpl players started using their last names... so i did too in an effort to be more "leet" haha
ksix: got sick of people calling me "crab" and felt like shorting the name
ksex: i got lagged out from IRC with my ksix name still on... so i thought ksex would be a good substitute.
ksexxxy: got it from... nikki... or maybe roxi... probably nikki, used it for a while
james: decided to ditch the whole alias thing for my name. considering i am almost out of the whole online gaming world, it probably wont change
well.. that was actually kinda fun.
good ol' lj. |
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| grrr |
[Mar. 26th, 2005|09:42 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | sounds |
| | Blast! | ] |
I wanted to upload some pictures to my devart page ( http://k6rab.deviantart.com ) but noooOOOoOoOOOOoo. It's down. So I thought i might upload them to melo, and again, NO. its DOWN
im not gonna upload them here (even if i could? i dont know) but hey, at least lj is always up. |
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| not that many people will read this |
[Feb. 7th, 2005|06:36 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  thoughtful | ] |
| [ | sounds |
| | Stan Getz // Chega de Saudade | ] |
i feel like watching a movie, but ive seen every movie that is here. and multiple times at that, ill probably just end up watching swingers
*your so money*
uhh, i probably should have something interesting to say, but i dont
ocean spray...
thats a good name for a company
did you know: you can advertise absolutely ANYTHING with the word "lite" on it? thats simply because it is not recognized as a word. you could put a sticker that says "lite" on it onto a slab of pure LARD! it doesnt matter. its just a made up sound, more than a word.
tricky, those advertisers.. arent they
i love how the media is trying to make women today. (sarcasm up the ass here) they are supposed to be innocent, yet experianced and everything? i dont get it. and the other day i saw the cover of some shit magazine that shows "celluite of the stars!" like a shot of the rail skinny paris whoreton.. er, hilton... and a little bit of celluite on her ass
fyi
NOBODY GIVES A FUCK
seriously, no wonder so many of todays young women are anorexic and bulemic.
so chelsea just reminded me lent is coming up. further impacting that religion is really bizarre to me
god has all these little creations running around, but there are rules? because what.. things are out of his control? i dont get that... and god is pretty cruel
heres the story. god and satan make a little bet. satan thinks he can get job to forsake god if he is allowed to do anything he wants, aside from kill job. job is quite rich, very devout, great family. blah blah blah. satan kills all his family, his livestock, his crops. everything. gives job a bunch of dieses and shit, but job still praises god.
so god wins, rewards job with new everything, new family, new crops. end of story
but, if god is this omnipotent, all powerful being, he is making this bet to prove a point to the devil... KNOWING WHAT THE DEVIL WILL DO
and you gotta be thinking, making a bet with GOD?! ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?! you have to be RETARDED TO DO THAT! thats like saying, im gonna bet on the superbowl. the one that happened yesterday.
my money is on the patriots. any takers?
so god allowed his family to die to prove a point to someone who is retarded enough to bet on something where the outcome is known
gotta love it |
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| You really shouldn't get to know me |
[Feb. 6th, 2005|02:39 pm] |
| [ | sounds |
| | Gary Meeks // Harlem Nocture | ] |
Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results | Warmth | ||||||||| | 26% | | Intellect | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Emotional Stability | ||||||||| | 30% | | Aggressiveness | ||||||||||||||| | 42% | | Liveliness | ||||||||||||||| | 46% | | Dutifulness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Social Assertiveness | ||||||||| | 30% | | Sensitivity | ||||||||||||||| | 42% | | Paranoia | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 82% | | Abstractness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Introversion | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Anxiety | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Openmindedness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Independence | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Perfectionism | |||||||||||| | 38% | | Tension | ||||||||||||||| | 46% | | Take Cattell 16 Factor Test (similar to 16pf)personality tests by similarminds.com |
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[Feb. 1st, 2005|11:37 pm] |
well... melo is down (finally, i was getting suspicious of melo for working so well, just had to go down) so ill bitch and complain here
i have a test tomorrow at 8. AM!. THAT SUCKS FOR ME because i like to sleep in, as most human beings do.
i need (want) so many things right now its ridiculous.
konika minolta dimage a2
selmer tenor mark VI
laptop
car stuff (suspension, more engine crap)
other things
BAH TO IT ALL! |
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| wow |
[Jan. 28th, 2005|05:55 pm] |
| [ | sounds |
| | Marcy Playground - Sex and Candy | ] |
i really dont use this journal anymore... and it used to be the main one
but im not writing actual updates much anywhere...
not that anyone noticed
=x |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2005|10:37 pm] |
i really shouldnt be in school. im just not suited for it.
in fact... im really not suited for life in general.
and then all this other crap is on my mind. i wish i was an animal so i could just be happy with surviving day to day, something like that
i feel there are so many things im missing right now.. well, i KNOW im missing.
i really dont belong in school. |
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| hrm |
[Dec. 21st, 2004|11:21 pm] |
i tend to do my pseudo deep thinking after reading things, and mr. vonnegut got me thinking (as usual)
from Galapagos -"Nobody believed anybody anymore, since there was so much lying going on."
if you know me, this is a truly big problem i have. the context of this quote comes from a husband telling his wife the truth about something and her disbelieving it, which sort of mirrors my own difficulties. if someone actually is honest with me, i cant tell anymore. we get lied to all the time...
honestly, santa claus, the easter bunny, and the tooth fairy? what the fuck!
this shows lying is inherent in this excuse of a culture we live in. goes along with the growing idea that the Bible should be in the Fiction section.
so lets say something says something nice to me, i never believe it. the first problem is it happens too rarely to be true. maybe if i was told something over and over and over again, i might believe it. just look at germany and ww2. but i dont get told anything repeatedly enough, or by enough different sources. who knows. maybe i dont want to believe anything nice said to me. this actually works in my benefit because then i rarely am satisfied with what i do. which itself is a problem, not being satisfied with anything that i do.
i sure seem satifisfied with fucking around in school, though
the only time i feel that people are being honest with me is when they are berating me. this tends to be a problem.
i thought for a while after reading this (yes, sit down and think. just think. seems this doesnt happen in our society enough, perhaps because thinking is dangerous) that i should do the unthinkable...
start telling the truth.
but then i realized how much i have lying i have done and thought about what would happen if someone asked me about something and i told the truth...
bad idea
life without lies would be easier, but a lot less interesting. |
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[Dec. 14th, 2004|11:38 pm] |
now that i moved into the apartment... i feel HOMEless... i say this even though i have a place to stay, its not home. i am currently at my dads house, but its not home either...
i just need a place i can go thats home |
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[Dec. 10th, 2004|09:17 pm] |
im at gamersx cuz im bored as hell
rawr to all of you |
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